Yesterday was horrible. I was pissed almost the whole day. Fucking hell. Anyway, the whole day we were talking about ___!! :] Hahahah, can you believe it! What a topic to talk about for almost a day. Well hur, not as innocent as we thought yes. We had fun talking, so much to catch up actually. I'm so glad to be back in school, with my lovelies. :) Art was good, Miss Teh isn't agitated or whatever. I did my work like always. :) Hahah.

Oh & by the way, Happy belated 7th Months to my dearest Sassy & 'Xiao Man Tou Papaaaaaaaaaaaaaa'! :D Ok, went Compass with the rest after school except for Mich 'cos she's got AC rehearsal. Had lunch at Burger King, talked a lot & decided to move our asses to Compass Heights. :D Talked a hell lot again & we had so much fun la. Sassy was the only one with the least stories. Hahah. I'm happy & found out that.. 1/ People do change over the years, which is both good & bad, 2/ Qiaos helped me took revenge. HEH HEH HEH now you gotta taste your medicine baby! Oh yeah oh yeah!(darn evil but acks!) 3/ I'm so glad it's the four of us again, like back to the past. AY BUT WAIT, the next time Mich gotta be in la, wtf. Hahah. :) 4/ ______ has became Qiaos topic of the day. :) 5/ Frankly, I've never been so afraid of someone before. Oh my. =X 6/ I didn't know what my ideal gf was like now I do, with the help of they three. :D Thanks sexayes. :) 7/ I do love baby the way she is no matter how far she is away from my ideal gf. Actually it doesn't really matter. :*

Uh huh, bought some stuff & went back at 5plus reaching 6pm. :D Dinner, online, did my homework & off to talk to baby. We've been going through bad patches recently but I guess everything's fine for now. :/ I'm still trying, never stop. Oh & I've talked things out with her. I don't wanna mention names. I was being fucking nice by talking to her nicely & all but all she did was show some fucked up attitude like she don't fucking care whether I clear things up or not. Well, if she doesn't care, then can't she just tell me fuck. Omgz, she pissed me off like crazy, I swear. I didn't wanna bust her or whatever, I have no such intentions but before we could even start talking, she just kept trying to find ways to bust me. Thanks, ugh. >:@ Like what baby said, such friends are everywhere. Since she's more concerned about her studies & having friends in school aren't important to such a studious & busy person like her, be that way. I didn't know she was so fucking busy. I can't see it. 'Cos I guess if she was then she wouldn't have the time to even tell others that we are such bitches. Ok whatever I don't wanna continue before she come right into my face & shout.

Forgive & forget, honey. Just pretend, it'd work.
Oh & I've decided that I will NEVER EVER vent my anger on others anymore. I would at least try. I'd rather abuse myself than to yell at her & get scolded 'cos I just wanted someone to listen & vent my anger on & get all depressed again. Fuck, don't talk about it luh. Everything just weren't right yesterday. Zel was being a bitch last night by being damn guailan. I don't know how to explain, check it yourself. Talked to baby till around 230am & slept.

Today, woke up & I was fucking damn tired. I wish I didn't have to attend school. Ugh & tmr's like only Wednesday! ): It's ok, endureeeeeeeee. Hm so morning, Qiaos, Mich & I bitched about ____ again. Ugh I think we're damn evil 'cos two ____ & one was once her bestfriend. I feel such a bitch early in the morning. Went up to the hall & there's like fugly curtains surrounding the hall! Omgz, it made the whole place even worse, it's damn hot la the place. Ugh, I wonder who gave the idea. PE was retarded as usual. SS was just plain copying. Oh & we got back our results. I failed but I didn't expect to get so much. Single-digit, 8/25. :D Still happy 'cos I just barely flipped through, not much of reading. :D CME was stupid please! Miss Toh asked those in r/s to stand up & she guessed my name. Omgz & bestaye was like yesyesyes!!! -.- Stupid bestaye. She asked which factor is important to maintain a r/s. Hm, Qiaos was like laughing & knows my intentions when I was answering. BAH! Recess was fun. :D Like the recess we had before holz. :D Hee. Art! Miss Teh was damn nice & hyper. She made us ice milo, my fav! :D Drew a little, talked here & there. :) Miss Teh threw a fake pest on the table & went "HOO!". She was trying to make us feel scared & scream but attempt failed, sorry. :) She's nice, for once. Whee!

Had some performance for AC & it was okay. Our school can never beat other schools la so yeah. Tsk, fugly. Amy was sitting behind & scmreaming like crazy. Oh my, hahah. Serene was sitting two rows in front of me which makes Amy three rows away from Serene. They were like to each other like those three rows never existed. HAWHAWHAW. Amy said that she's gonna dance like the indian dancers in the indian dance section the next time she goes clubbing. Roflol! Funny mates. :)

Immediately after we're dismissed, had lunch & went back to the artroom. :) Drew a little & daydreamt. Bloody boring, Sassy was happily with Xiao Man Tou Papaaaaaaa playing, Qiaos went to the toilet & never return(she went off to talk to Kelly & Leisha till the day ended), Bestaye was with Carla all the time. Miss Teh came at 5plus, checked our work & cabbed down to Compass. Got my graph papers & went home. Qiaos happily went to meet _______. :) Whoohoo!

Online, showered, dinner. :) I'm still messaging baby. She's happily watching dachangjin with her mama. Omgz, I feel so abandoned & I've been the one waiting for her text the entire day. No it's ok, glynis. You were never supposed to stop trying. Fuck. _l_

I'll reply th comments another time or in your blogs or something ok. :) Oh btw I'm gonna change girlissues's link already. x) Erika made ohsoclueless instead. :) Hahah 'cos when she asked her friends to read girlissues, they thought it was porn. Roflol. :)





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